I can feel it in my bones

I am just going to lose it. I can feel my cool just getting ready to be lost.

I need something, new shoes, a tattoo, new hair color.

Something for ME. I don't get a whole lot of me time, I never get to get away and have superduper fun on my own.

Or atleast maybe some more help at home. Sometimes I just need to walk away and collect myself but I never get that moment becuase in between naps I need to clean or wash my face or do laundry.

I never even have the energy anymore