Monday, June 20, 2011

5 months until my wedding
5months to lose weight and look better

so far my motivation is shit and I spend too much time self loathing to do anything about it.
I dont know how to kick start this

Thursday, January 6, 2011

So obviously updating more often isnt happening. Jake is now home everyday and Adrien has been teething, I never have time to dillydally.

Now that Jake will be home more, I can have somoe freetime to interact with people outside of my family. Then I looked through my phone and realized I have no friends.
Its pretty depressing, and I feel too old to go out and make friends. How do you even do that?

Saturday, January 1, 2011


Sorry blog. I didnt mean to abandon you. I stumbled onto tumblr for a while but its full of too many self obsessed teenagers who only reblog pictures of ultrathin girls in underwear and teacups. It was getting annoying. So was the  "Follow me Follow me!" posts all the time.

I can update here better and alot has happened. Its a brand new year. I have much to tell but I need to put child to bed and then go to bed myself becuase I am sick.

Ill be back in the morning.