Really super bummed
My weight really brings me down, and no matter how hard i try i just cant stay motivated to shed these last few lbs. I want to lose that plus more. I tried to look fit before this comming weekend[been trying for 3weeks] but my progress has sucked and now i WILL NOT be getting in any sort of bathing suit at all. Jakeand Adrien can go swimming by themselves on our vacation. Im just going to have to miss out.
I have 19 days to try to slim down at least a little to look good before my cousins wedding.
Its just really stressing me out.
Also bums me that i can never wear a bikini ever again. So even finding a cute one piece is tough.
Fucking sucks. Im goin for a nap.