You know how you read statistics, they show you a percentage of people something will happen too. 5% of women will give birth on thier duedate, 3% chance you'll get run over by a trailer. When you see certain percentages and you see the small numbers, it sort of gives you a sense of relief "whew, one less thing I need to worry about"
That doesnt happen to me, becuase I usually fall into those small numbers. 20% of women will expirience severe pelvic pain many months pp. check.
something% of people will expieirence permanent severe scar tissue and pain after knee surgery. check.
One more thing to add to the fucking list, i wont even mention here..but it sucks
They couldnt do it right and now I am pretty much broken and falling apart. I need to go to the doctors to get fixed. One more thing on top of everything else and I just cant handle this.
I have the worst luck ever. And I am fucking tired of it.
I cant go out and make friends becuase I am home bymyself all day long with adrien. and even if I do get the chance I cant bare it to get ready becuase I hate getting dressesed and looking in the mirror. What happened to me. I used to be cute, and little. Cant lose the weight becuase working out doesnt work with an infant, and eating healthy does shit for me. I have working so hard and nothing helps. So I give up. Ill just never leave the house again.